Yesterday, 11-04-2011 was my born day
Perayaan yang hening, no bash no birthday cake no friend, hanya dinginnya hembusan angin saat tengah malam di jalan Fatmawati. Sendiri. Bersama lembutnya nada knalpot vespa yang menderu. Bahkan bulan pun tersenyum pahit.
i close my eyes, flashback
when I was baby until now
what I have done, what I haven’t done, and what I must done
But BANG! I quickly opened my eyes
something happened
Actually, something was comes up.
Words.
Words are flying, filling my head. It makes me spinning.
It.. said..
Maybe this is your day, but it seems the world didn’t recognize, they all too busy with
their own business.
Maybe this is your proudly event, but they all too busy with their own stuff.
Maybe you want to share your best feeling, but they won’t to be disturbed
I’m..
I’m..
I’m..
a.l.o.n.e.
Gue pacu gas. Semakin kencang.
Melewati raga yang tertusuk dinginnya udara
Dan meninggalkan tanda putih, masa lalu.
Entah kenapa muncul emosi yang meletup-letup
Merenungi apa yang salah
Dan lalu..
Lepas
Menginjak rem dengan seksama
Berhenti.
Diam.
Sendiri…
Lampu kota yang redup semakin membuat tragis
Terlintas harus semakin cepat, namun tidak.
Lagi sepi gitu, muncul satu kesimpulan, kesimpulan yang adil.
Saat gue inget inget lagi, gue ketawa. Ketawa lepas malahan
Mereka ngga tau apa yang udah gue rasain, yang mereka lihat hanya senyum. Yang pastinya palsu.
Do not think you don’t have any of them, ‘cause your endless happiness awaits you at home.
Go, light up, cheer up, make them laugh, my son
Gue selah motor, putar balik, lalu pergi perlahan-lahan, menuju tempat yang gue sebut rumah.
Start -> my computer -> my music -> Sore - Centralismo -> Aku -> play
